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Ambivalent Love Ballads (album)

by GMacGuffin

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1.
G4U 03:10
I rearranged the spices so that now they’re organized by intensity the dog and i stare at the sky and try to comprehend the raw immensity well honestly i probably shouldn’t speak for the dog but I’m pretty sure he misses you as long as you are gone I learned the names of all the coolest planets stars and relative locations then i read up on their namesake gods and all their vain and petty machinations I can tell you that did not impress the dog but I’m pretty sure he misses you as long as you are gone you do what all you gonna do don’t think that i will pine for you I won’t run out of things to do … alone but it’s better when you’re home I wrote three different songs in G about the same event from different points of view Like Rashomon* but terrible if you were here you’d listen when i played for you that’s more than i can say about the dog but I’m pretty sure he misses you as long as you are gone you do what all you gonna do doesn’t mean i think it’s cool I won’t run out of things to do … alone but it’s better when you’re home you do what all you gonna do I made an endless pot of stew I won’t run out of things to do … alone but it’s better when you’re home better when you’re home
2.
take a miss on november wake up somewhere can’t remember having been amplify the possibilities every path ⚬ leaves ya ill at ease wasn’t in no hurry anyways but those last few years ⚬ feels like days ● time is all messed up ⚬ even if we tried to do it right we’d get it wrong … that’s how we is that night in New Orleans ⚬ like a week to me but it’s been a lifetime you won’t speak to me play with life like it’s a festival suddenly it’s indigestible prolly wouldna done much anyways but those last few decades feel like days ● time is all messed up i know before i left i said i wouldn’t leave you again ⚬ even if i didn’t mean it then i mean it now … i’m pretty sure ● time is all messed up
3.
Improbable 02:53
improbable not impossible that you would want to spend your time with someone like me impassible irascible yeah we’ll embrace our agita over petty things pedagogical tautological i know you are but what am i why you gotta be so <3> cruel parsimonious Thelonious yeah we can share the beingness and a sandwich too why you gotta be so <3> cool
4.
Alls I Know 03:39
i know’d … but some things better left ignored i fold … don’t know what we’re playing for your inner core is fueled by drama every waking moment such a dangerama [wit u] you seemed like a tuesday / but you’re definitely a friday night all that passion, the fire / still believing things will be alright you burned my beard / tore my flannel broke my Live at Leeds with the fold out panel alls i know / is that i want you alls i know / is that i need you you got this look in your eye – it might be love * might be psychopathy that should be a concern / but it doesn’t really bother me you left me in the lurch / i think it might have been a church but i don’t know … it’s been so very long somewhere everything went all wrong this could be heaven this could be hell / either way it’s just as well cuz it all feels the same to me alls i know / is that i want you alls i know / is that i need you I should turn myself in for criminal stupidity o but would there were a moment of lucidity I know that you mean it i know that you lyin you know you can rek me without even tryin alls i know / is that i want you alls i know / is that i need you alls i know / is that i want you alls i know / is that i need you … to go
5.
Baby Maybe 03:10
if you like to be my baby mark me definitely maybe maybe explore our oddities maybe ignore our incompatibilities if you like to be my honey note i haven’t any money, honey plenty of things we can do for free one comes to mind immediately i was gonna write this long rappy line but that requires too much of my time i’m lazy everything you do or say affects me in an awesome way it’s crazy if you like to be my inspiration alls i see ahead is congflagration maybe shoot for existential parity we’ll let inspiration happen … arbitrarily we can exist individually greater than the sum of our parts … don’t need to be if you like to be my baby mark me definitely maybe, … cuz everything you do or say affects me in an awful way it’s crazy
6.
done you did what you done mortifying gone done said that whether was it what it was panderizing sell your tale maybe I can sell you mine were it wut you sez it was mendacity ‘lastic breaks fugazi snakes take the time to break it down to something other than the sound of your bullshevic … grift is you is obliquely fine despite all the lyin maybe I can make you mine despite your faux cryin baby I will make you mine
7.
Count on Me 03:04
you and me it’s as obvious as one two three though we’ve done this many times be-four revolving door claro que si tally up ‘cause you can count on me five by five well i got your six and you got mine and we’re sailin here in seventh heaven eight ways from sunday dressed to the nines i got your at-ten-tion didn’t i i’ll add up … you can count on me i got hash marks tattooed across my back for every time i hurt you and you took me back baby just forget about that you can count on me 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 … lookit me enumerate i’ll add up you can count on me
8.
Key Lime Pie 02:56
sweet like key lime pie complicated tell me why you did something reprehensible I responded with something indefensible i don’t wanna talk about it you don’t wanna talk about it soon you gonna do whatcha do when you do whatcha do you’ll see then i’m gonna say what i say when i say what i say that’s me round and round and round and down and round we go key lime key lime pie sweet and sour love’s a lie love’s a lie love’s a lie
9.
you stole my heart / i want it back you ran my train / right off the track cloggin on my soul / clackity clack you give me a heart attack you caught my eye / now give it back to me you grind up my guts indiscriminately crank me on the rack / clackity clack you give me a heart attack my-o my-o my-o my-o my-o my-o my-o my-o my-o-cardial infarction you drank my blood like Nosferatu i wouldn’t last 10 seconds with you chompin on my soul / clackity clack you give me a heart attack if i survive / you’ll drive me to the bottle sacrifice my all to Quetzalcoatl this train has jumped the track / clackity clack you give me a heart attack you give me a heart attack
10.
Rain 02:34
rain rain rain bring some my way wash away this world wash away my pain i thought it was love well i musta been insane wash away my hert wash it all away lightning storms converge over me cauterize my heart set my spirit free i thought it was love well i musta been deranged strike me in my sodden soul set it all aflame asteroid aim y’self right here please be of a size to survive the atmosphere a meteor in flight til you land upon me then y’all a meteorite and maybe i’ll be free rain rain rain / bring a deluge my way inundate all the sorrow / wash it all away

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released January 25, 2022

All songs written & played by T.C. Johnston
Recorded at Doubletime Recording Studios
Engineered by Jeff Forrest | San Diego California
Twisted Agave Americana photo by Valerie Power

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GMacGuffin San Diego, California

I write songs about bad people in unfortunate circumstances, then sing and play them standing up (the songs, not the people).

Sometimes I record them so I can play drums and such.

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